February 2012
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“There’s no way to be a hundred percent sure about anyone or anything. So you’re left with a choice. Either hope for the best or just expect the worst.”
me: did it hurt?
mom: what
me: when you blew through the earth, emerging from hell
mom:
If this was us, meeting for the first time..I would do it all over again, and make everything right. I would make god damn sure of it.
Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.
What do you want me to say? Yes, you’re right. We’re just one big walking disaster and yeah, my life would probably be a whole lot easier if I just walked out that door right now- I know that. But the thing is, I already know that nothing on the other side of that door could ever come close to making me as happy as I am when I’m with you. That’s why I’m here, because...
“You really love him, don’t you?” A simple psychological question. Not a single name was mentioned. But suddenly, someone came into your mind as you read it.
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Ill make myself a bloody mess With hopes and dreams that you’ll express The love that you secretly have to hold Until then my secrets will remain untold
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I’m shy, I’m quiet. I’m an angel in disguise. I’m loud. I’m noisy. I’m a devil inside. You think I’m an innocent girl, so lets make a bet, because if that’s what you’re thinking, you don’t know me yet.
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It’s funny how you can be face to face with someone, and yet it
feels as though you’re on the other side of the world from them.
They haven’t actually gone anywhere, but they might as well have.
It’s one of the worst feelings to become acquainted with:
to miss someone who’s literally right there.
“Things are sweeter when they’re lost. I know—because once I wanted something and got it. It was the only thing I ever wanted badly…. And when I got it it turned to dust in my hands.”
“Where does a thought go when it’s forgotten?”
The truth is..you could slit my throat. And with my last gasping breath..I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
“So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way to get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives your purpose and meaning.”
Thunderstorms. Most relaxing thing in the world.
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“It’s so easy to get caught up in what people expect of you. Sometimes, you can just lose yourself.”
Have you ever wiped the tears from your eyes after crying so hard? You shake, feeling like an earthquake is among your feet? Looking around to see if anyone is near? You drop to your knees, holding your head in your hands..and you come out with the most broken whisper, saying ‘I can’t do this anymore.’ ? I have.
Everyday, all I can think about is how badly I wish you were mine.
“How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don’t have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.”
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