December 2011
296 posts
Holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker. Because you’re doing it out of fear.
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– I couldn’t even be mad at him, because this was who he was. This was who he’d always been. He’d never lied about that. He gave and then he took away. I felt it in the pit of my stomach, the familiar ache, that lost, regretful feeling only he could give me. I never wanted to feel it again. Never,...
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Good Riddance - Green Day
Because when the ball finally drops at the strike of twelve..I know that this year will be different from all of the rest. A lot of people never complete their New Year’s resolutions.. but I will. New Year..new me. It’s time for a change.
I curse a lot, I can’t help it. If you don’t like it..then fuck yourself.
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I don’t know if I’ll ever get you out of my system, not completely. I have this feeling that you’ll always be there.
There are moments in every girl’s life that are bigger than we know at the time. When you look back, you say, that was one of those life changing, fork-in-the-road moments and I didn’t even see it coming. I had no idea. And then there are the moments that you know are big. That whatever you do next, there will be an impact. Your life could go one of two directions. Do or die.
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Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
“I hated to leave her and I hated to be near her,
because she made me remember...”
– Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You (via klndsyndrome)
Every day that passes.. I regret what was done in the past. Everything. Every word that was spoken, and every tear that scattered off a cheek. All of those fights weren’t necessary, and most of them were just over a pointless reason. I wish I could go back in time, and just hold you the minute one of us got the slightest bit of mad. Kiss you the minute words started to be shouted. All I want...
“Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge...”
– Sarah Dessen (via livelaughdance94)
“A fight is like a fire. You think you have it under control, you think you can stop it whenever you want, but before you know it, it’s living, breathing thing and there’s no controlling it and you were a fool to think you could.”
― Jenny Han, We’ll Always Have Summer
Really want to walk on the beach at night, feeling...
And all I possibly want to be this new year.. Is happy.
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– If you die you’re completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I’m not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I’ve got.”
(Kurt Cobain.)
Literally deleted every social network that I had...
This year included the most hurt and depressing I...
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I hate having those dreams that feel so real, that you never want to wake up. And when you actually do have to wake up, you have a hard time remembering the dream you just had. It is almost impossible. ):
I’m sorry. Im sorry that I can’t be perfect for you..but you know, I try my best. I try my best to be everything that you possibly want me to be. I would change my entire world around for you, but you can’t see that. I love you, and the worse part about that..is that I have to keep that all inside, bottled up. I hate it so much. You don’t want to hear it..and you...
doctor: are you sexually active
me: what's that
